What Happen Today....

I am lost...
I dont know why...
Its already 3.41 am right now...
And I still cannot close my eyes and sleep...

I'm so sad...
I am lost again...
Alone in this cruel world...
But somehow I am thankful to ALLAH that I was given yet another day to live...

Am I doing the right thing?
Am I in the correct zone?
I really do not know....
Still heartbroken....

Have I really been a good friend?
Have been doing good deeds?
I do not know...
As one tragic situation happens...
Only me know...

I have pledge to myself...
I will stay this way...
I will try not to be attached or be close to anyone...
Anymore...

I am putting aside those dreams to build my life
To get settled down in 3 years time...
I am not letting it happen...

How my heart hurts...
Who do I have right now?
Nobody...
Absolutely nobody...

All my 1912 friends that I ever had...
regardless in Myspace, Friendster, Forums, etc...
Are a bunch of crap...
I am being too nice...

I should not be that way...
As they will back stabbed me hard!!
My heart bleeds like water running thru the Niagara Falls...


Yen...Apai...D...Locko...goodbye...Have a pleasant life ahead...
I pray for the best...and hope for the best...

With Love,
WiDDy